Some may lies... The fact is, 'that' matters a lot

I thank God for giving us the chances to be ourselves, how we adapt to the living and the power to judge His other creatures in the world. I adore God for giving us the sense of human although sometimes human misuse the given chances. I'm impressed with the handwork by God that He is so smart to create human with feelings, behaviour and work His 'product' in the way it should be. The matter is, human never appreciate what God gave us until today. It is the fact that I'm not a philosopher, though, but as an observer in this community, I began to wonder how God will react to the fact that the human are getting worst and lost their self-consciousness. I asked God, Why it should be like this and that, where is the so-called humanity value has gone, does human ever think what they've done has the effect to others? I emphasize that, why people must LIE? Sometimes, I feel like I need to LIE to people about my private life (what I should tell you of, it's my privacy and it's a confidential). I lie to my parents about my financial status just because I wanted more $$ to afford myself. That's not an issue after all, as all my friends, indeed, lies to their parents. Talking about friendship,loyalty and bla bla bla, recently, me and my besties just learnt one thing, 'The Survival of the Fittest'. We just gained tips on how to save your ass in the predatory community. At the same time, me and my bestie just found the best time to bitching around about this particular person. Perfect combo, Coffee Beans, it is simply the perfect hang-out of the evening. (Yeah, Sometimes, Gossip do match with Caffeine treat ). The fact that, I hate to sell STORIES (unintentionally),but ever since me and my bestie were having our happy hour, we just love to talk and bitching about this person, not for profit though but FYI. However, we're not direct-selling the story to others, we're just keep it in the Coffee Beans atmosphere(the Giant hypermarket, literally). Yes, we've learnt the tips to survive in the so-called cruella friendship. I've bad experienced with this 'ship. In fact, I love being myself now, well at least, I'm off-and-away from the bitchy community. As I leave the past behind and live the new one, I found that, it's getting harder to keep survive in this atmosphere. I hard to breathe as I gasp the foul air of hypocrisy too much than I expected previously. I tried to tangle up my words as I wanted people to think what the hell I'm blogging about now ( I thank you for read my blog, indeed). One thing that I wanted to tell to the World, Give chance to be yourself. Be yourself, Be nice with others, vanished all hatred and keep it in your stomach so that it'll become shit (Thanks K, for the phrase)